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November 19, 2006

Happiness, Misery, Sanity

What is better, happiness or misery? What do you enjoy most – happiness or misery?

If it comes to me i enjoy my miseries more than my happy times. Because they are the ones that always show up the reality. They are the ones who make us face up the truth. They are the ones who make me realise who i really am. Happiness, on the other hand is a matter of just a short duration. During that time we even forget our real self and think that this time will be there forever. But its not true. Misery rules our lives.

Not only our miseries make us realise the truth but they also steel us for the future. They make our hearts stronger. And if you think that you really enjoy your happiness more, then it is also beacuse of your miseries. If there are no miseries in your life you by no means can enjoy that short time span of your happiness. As happiness comes after a long time of being in misery that’s why you enjoy being happy.

Miseries are meant to make us stronger, to iron us for the future and now i can proudly say that i am a stronger person than what i used to be. One of my close friends told me if he would have sufferred all those things that i am suffering he would have gone mad. Well, that made me think have i grown stronger or have i really gone insane. Yes, i am a stronger person now but one thing is also true that i have lost my sanity.

As it is said that too much of anything is not good, in the same way, even though our miseries make us stronger but too much of them can make you insane.

But its also true that now i am enjoying my miseries, i am in love with the pains that they bring and i love the things that i do knowing that i have lost my sanity.

(C) Freak


6 Comments

  • Comment by Rajiv — November 19, 2006 @ 11:08 am


    You’re a freak…Duh!

    Jus’ one flaw, or probably not (from your point of view)…Nobody enjoys the sad times…At least I don’t, anyways. It is true however, only when you’re up against the wall, you realise how tough life can be, and not everyday is gonna be a ‘walk in the park’, or so goes the cliché.


  • Comment by Vani — November 19, 2006 @ 11:57 am


    Yeahh u r rite that we can only enjoy our happiness to its fullest only because of miseries.

    I don noe whether i love my miseries or not bt i noe one thing that all the hardships n sufferings which we shared together till now or those which we faced alone hve shown us the reality of the world in which we r living n a new face of people around us…

    these miseries are like the mirror which shows the new face of this so called ‘life’ n put aside the mask behind which people hide thier faces…

    Don noe that i luv miseries or not bt yess this is for sure that i don hate them…

    ne ways enjoyy ur life in ur own way… luv uuu


  • Comment by Anonymous — November 19, 2006 @ 3:44 pm


    Aakash listen… its true tht u start realizin the value of happiness or anything good only after u hav suffered…
    But what is this insane thing… And who told u tht… I dnt knw u believe it or not but i knw u quite well (I knw u wont agree) but i believe i understand u …. u r just one ferak who loves being disruptive and u r sensitive…
    My mom always says intelligent and creative ppl are sensitive… tht’s the same wid u…

    Just use ur brains in good way…
    I knw lot of gyaan…
    I knw nothin will matter to u…
    I always bullshit and nothin else


  • Comment by Anonymous — November 20, 2006 @ 1:05 am


    U r in LOVE 🙂


  • Comment by freak — November 20, 2006 @ 3:22 am


    @anonymous#1 can u plz tell me who are you

    @anonymous#2 no i am not


  • Comment by Vani — November 20, 2006 @ 9:04 am


    yeah i forgot to ask this – ye insanity ki balaa kb se chha gyi? i mean wud u elaborate it more 4 me plzz


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