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November 9, 2006

Cut My Life Into Pieces

Well, what will be more appropriate to open up the blog with a post called “Cut My Life Into Pieces“.

A lot of people ask me what the hell is this? Why do you always use this phrase. So let me now answer.

This is not just an opening line of my favorite song titled “Last Resort” by my favorite band “Papa Roach” but its something more than that.

I still remember the time when i first heard this song about 2 years back. And at that time i really was a person who was just pissed off of this life and didnt know what to do. I heard this song, liked it, repeated it many times. It became an anthem for me. That song seemed to be as if written just for me and i could associate myself with each every line of the lyrics of this song. They described exactly what i used to feel at that time.

I guess this is the time for you to have a look at them too 🙂

Cut my life into pieces, This is my last resort * Suffocation, No breathing
Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding * This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces, Ive reached my last resort * Suffocation, No breathing
Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding * Do you even care if I die bleeding ?
Would it be wrong, Would it be right * If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might, Mutilation outta sight * And Im contemplating suicide

Cuz Im losing my sight, Losing my mind * Wish somebody would tell me Im fine

I never realized I was spread too thin * Till it was too late, And I was empty within
Hungry, Feeding on chaos, And living in sin * Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother * No love for myself, And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level * Finding nothing but questions and devils

Cuz Im losing my sight, Losing my mind * Wish somebody would tell me Im fine

Nothings alright, Nothing is fine * Im running and Im crying
Im crying, Im crying, Im crying, Im crying

I cant go on living this way

Not just 2 years back, but still this song is my favorite one and i still feel the same that i used to at that time.

This song not only made me listen to other papa roach songs but also made the band to be my favorite.

Check out the Video of this Song : Cut My Life Into Pieces Video

(C) Freak


12 Comments

  • Comment by Rajiv — November 9, 2006 @ 12:06 pm


    Someone spammed my inbox with this address :@ Well, good luck with the blog anyways 😉

    Why is the layout all screwed up?


  • Comment by freak — November 10, 2006 @ 2:22 am


    @Rajiv : screwed up in the sense?


  • Comment by Anonymous — November 10, 2006 @ 4:55 am


    Why do you have to chose such disgusting pics always…

    Aashish


  • Comment by Anonymous — November 10, 2006 @ 5:05 pm


    can u for god’s sake change the pic…

    U Knw who I am…


  • Comment by Vani — November 11, 2006 @ 3:37 am


    hmm so its like dat…
    i just thought its ur fav no. and nthing more dan dat.. but bro i think u said it rite it really suits u…

    don wrry im wid u….

    well i like this presentation n offcourse the pics r (as usual) describing ur freaky n wiered thought or i shud say personality…

    keep it up :))


  • Comment by Pratosh Dwivedi — November 11, 2006 @ 9:58 am


    Hmmm … I was expecting this. A freaky display of your freakiness 🙂
    But the blog is still lacking the most freaky ideas of yours. Your realy philosophy of life .. waiting for that …


  • Comment by freak — November 12, 2006 @ 7:53 am


    @praotsh they will come, just wait 🙂

    @did : so now u know 🙂


  • Comment by Anonymous — August 23, 2007 @ 7:50 pm


    Take a breather man.
    Life will end sure enough.
    don’t waist your time.
    truly!
    you will wonder where your time has gone.


  • Comment by The One — May 2, 2008 @ 8:58 am


    Listen dude…(may I call u)
    ur not a freak…and freak is only 4 or 5 leters word..I don’t care!
    don’t turn ur head n keep readin n don’t think I’m just a stupid one wanna say crap!
    believe Me and believe in Me..if u really wanna know more…if u wanna know what’s all this about..

    ** Heady_B_D@hotmail.com

    cya dude..only if add Me


  • Comment by Anonymous — August 26, 2008 @ 9:32 am


    Please allow me to venture a guess why you have all this hate, negativity, etc. . May be my observation is not true but that’s just my view.

    To tell you the truth I reached to your blog pretty much by accident. The style of writing and blog layout got me interested and I read nearly every article of your blog.

    Though it is very harsh and rude to talk to a person about his/her death but I have to do it in. Apologies for it.

    Here is my observation, the only thing you love is hatred because you love people around you. By people I mean your friends, your siblings, your cousins. Anyone who if dies will make you shed at least a tear. You care about people you love and you don’t want them to suffer, as you have suffered in past, when you’ll depart (Everyone has to die sooner or later). (I am really sorry for your loss. And believe me I do understand your loss.) You have created a balloon of negativity and hatred around you just to save people. Maybe you think that people will not remember you if will be act like a pain in ass. But that’s not true. Ask your friends and you’ll know how much you care about them and how much they care about YOU!!!!

    If you want to reply, reply on the blog. I’ll be watching this space.


  • Comment by freak — August 26, 2008 @ 9:32 am


    ^^^ first of all i will really appreciate for readin my posts that most of the people consider as “crap”.

    yes it hurts me to think that there are few people who will suffer if i m no longer here and that may be the reason i m still here.

    regarding askin my frnds about how much i care for them, i hope they ever realised this and wud have cared for me. I dont fuckin care for those who dont care abt me.


  • Comment by Malik — January 31, 2010 @ 11:22 pm


    Hey you.
    I have a private question. How can I send you an e-mail or anything? It’s very important. So I hope you can help me!


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