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November 24, 2008

There are lot of people who call me a net freak. Yes, they are right because i am the one. I spend a lot of time surfing sites, posting on forums, planning to do something for my blogs and websites. I do all this because i love it and i enjoy it a lot. If i do not have anything left to surf, then i switch to playing online games over the internet.

Well, not only i like playing games on the internet, but i do like other games too and that’s what i do if the internet is somehow not working. So there is a set of people who call me as a game freak. Yes, that’s what i am, i love to play games and i always try to be good at what i am playing.

I was just giving a thought that why i am like this, why i am addicted so much to internet and playin games. On giving some thought i realised that i am like this because i have nothing else to do. I do not have anyone here with whom i can hang around with; i do not have anyone by my side who will always be with me. I know many of my friends will say that they are for me forever, but it’s not like that. They have their own lives, they are busy with the things they do and even if they love me and want to be with me, they can’t do it.

So in the end it just means that i am alone and to pass my time i have to stick to playing games and browsing sites. May be just for this reason of being alone, internet and games have become my hobby and everyone associates me with them. Sometimes, if i ask few of my friends that what should i do, i am getting bored; i get a simple answer why don’t you play games. Well, i would have really loved to listen to some other answer, but that’s what i always have to be contended with.

Anyways, this is what my life is, being known as a gaming freak and a net freak. And now i am thinking that this may be the reason why i have chosen this medium of blog to talk about myself, coz this blog resides in internet, where my true identity is, i am lost in this web and will always be because i know no one will take me out of this and i myself won’t, because outside this web there’s nothing for me, even if i try i cannot see. Yes, i am an internet freak, i am a gaming freak and in my real life i am nothing but just a FREAK.


  • Comment by Piyush — November 24, 2008 @ 8:53 am

    I agree with Manjeev’s comment, atleast in States its everybody’s condition as it’s very seldom to get a gud company here. And yea, they don’t knw how to play it as well as do my freaky dost.. :)

  • Comment by Naveen — November 24, 2008 @ 11:58 am

    No No no … no you dog.. its not like that..

    It’s coz you love doing it and there is nothing wrong in that .. I love doing all the things you do and probably I do it more than what you do! Now I have developed so much passion on the game “Counter Strike” that I have left the world behind to play it and thats ok…

    My friends call me chal idher.. chal udher.. I tell them I’m busy with something.. my girl is also fedup of me playing that game and being online …. but I actually want to be online and play the game… You should always do what you love doing.. coz you love it! And leading a life like that dosent make you a loser.. but a winner! remember.. when you sulk.. you will be alone.. so dont sulk .. just love what you do!

  • Comment by ramu kaka — November 24, 2008 @ 12:24 pm

    I guess we all have our days… But I still believe that when u want to talk to someone, just tell that person so… They’ll take some time out from their busy lives and listen to u…

  • Comment by freak — November 25, 2008 @ 2:38 am

    @naveen how about playin CS against me once?

  • Comment by Jaya — November 30, 2008 @ 12:35 pm

    Why it’s giving me a feeling that some of the lines are intended specifically for me….

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