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    Bones and blood lie on the ground, Rotten limbs lie dead, Decapitated bodies found On my wall, your head!
    Modulistic terror, A vast sadistic feast, No emotion, Your flesh is all I need
    You have no choice of life or death My face you will not see, I'll rip your flesh 'till there's no breath, Dismembered destiny, As soon as life has left your corpse. I'll make you part of me

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June 12, 2007

“I am losing my sight, i am losing my mind” these words are being running through my head again and again. For the past 5 days i go to work but do not work at all. I do not feel of doing anything. I am just lost somewhere and not able to decide what to do.

I want to cry but i am not able to, no one’s here to let off my pains. I want to shed my tears, but i am not able to, there is no place left to let them drained.

My sickness is making me sicker and i have been growing weaker day by day, physically, mentally and emotionally. Physically, i do not need to explain; Mentally, yes i am going insane; Emotionally, i cant hold on the pain.

What i have to do now, where should i go now, who am i and what i want? I really myself do not know. Or else do i know?

Well, yes i know who i am. Before anyone of you judge me or before anyone of you open your mouth to speak, let me tell you i am a Reckless Creepy Freak.



7 Comments

  • Comment by inlivenout — September 14, 2007 @ 5:16 am


    Hmmmmm… Life aint a cake to be cut into pieces.

    PS: Do you know that Akash means “the sky”?


  • Comment by Fonceur — September 21, 2007 @ 8:52 pm


    I disagree Miss Inlive.

    Life is a piece of cake. Truth is life is a piece of ice cream. You start eating it and you never know when you finished it.

    If you ask me i will tell this life is just like a resting place for a traveler. For him the resting is just part of his journey, the journey towards his final destination.


  • Comment by inlivenout — September 27, 2007 @ 12:04 am


    :-O A public liar! Resting place? Thats what you have been doing drilling in office from 8 to 9 huh??

    I said life aint a piece of cake coz how much ever I try… nothing fits in while describing it. And it is not at all meant to be cut into pieces. I used to wonder whats the purpose and why the hell we are here in the first place. But that was long time back and ever since it has been so clear that ‘life’ itself is its purpose. It is so beautiful and ‘that’ is the only reason we have to live it to the fullest.

    All this might sound like intellectual crap to geniuses like you πŸ˜› But believe me, philosophy is interesting, only as long as you ‘crap’ like this πŸ˜‰


  • Comment by freak — September 28, 2007 @ 9:15 am


    @inlivenout well, nice that you find life as beautiful, but here comes the relativity.

    You find life as beautiful because it is beautiful for you, i can not accept that life’s beautiful only because it is beautiful for you.

    There may be lot of people like me who will say that life is a death sentence you can’t escape.

    life aint a piece of cake, life aint an ice cream … life is just a dream on the way to death.


  • Comment by freak — September 28, 2007 @ 9:17 am


    hey just thought of rhymin my last line πŸ˜€

    “life aint an ice cream,
    life aint a piece of cake
    life is just a dream,
    on the way to death.”


  • Comment by inlivenout — September 29, 2007 @ 12:50 am


    Freak,
    Yeah yeah… whatever I say is 100% absolute to I, Me and Myself. But theory of relativity does not hold good when it comes to Life being beautiful. The comment space is sure not enough to prove how wrong you are(if you could forgive me for saying that!).


  • Comment by freak — September 29, 2007 @ 7:38 am


    @inlivenout you can go on, the comment space is not limited. Take ur time and take ur space but please prove me wrong πŸ™‚


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